Dreams are what you dream of dreaming for dreams

Sometimes.........

2006-10-30T00:54:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, when we want something to be, it's just what we not wanna it to be. For example, we people wish that we would just kill others we detest. But do you really want it to be?
Therefore, what we want to be is just what it is not going to be of being it to not to be of being BE!!!

Shattered Dreams

2006-10-17T23:24:00.000-07:00

As I stared blankly at my exam marks which was not even the number of fingers and toes added up i had, a torrent of tears channeled down my melancholic face. How could this happen to me? Rubbing my red-rimmed eyes, i thought and shudder in fear of my parents thrashing me or kicking my butt out of the house. One fact had struck me like a paralysing dart. I suck. It was all over. I would never be able to fulfill my dreams of topping the class of nerds. Dreams are indeed what you dream of dreaming for dreams. I once had the determination to succeed, as i knew that when there is a will, there is a way. Now, i realize that it is actually when there is a way, there is a will.
As i went home morsely, my heart sinking to the pit of my stomach. I had not ate anything, mum asked me to have lunch, but i said i was full. Indeed, i was full of Sorrows............

Compo marks
Content: 20/20
Language:20/20
Total:40/40

About my life II

2006-10-17T01:22:00.000-07:00

About my life again?!?!
yo, hi! my name is pee-or-pat-puss and i really love cute boys( i was gay, right?). My name is the unbeatable, the undefeatable and ........ the unwanted. Sniff.... Whatever, by the way i have a mummy who everytime says, "SSSSHHHHHH.......!" whenever we talk a little shit, as if she wants us to go and piss or what. my daddy is a funny man who is quite plump and likes to say, " i feel FAT!". Then, he will feel his bloated tummy. sometimes, he would criticize my mummy and get smacked. then, he will say to her, "ni you bing ah!", but then soon they will go and go hands sweetly in the mall. Why? Because both of them love, LOVE, LOVE!!! I also have a sister who is very cheeky and loves to call me names like "KING KONG" or "MR GIANT", like i am a huge retarded baboon coming and SNAP her. By the way, she also has funny features on her face but i like to keep them as secrets.Oops! I also have one whose name is "JEMMIES" and is still a pathetic BB(BABY). Whenever i make her angry i will have to raise out my two palms to her and she will then slap them furiously. As if it hurts....If not, she will scream "mummy!"
or breathe heavily with her tiny mouth wide open like she has no breath anymore. But too bad, my maid go to Indonesia because she VERY,VERY HAPPY with us lah.
I think she go back home to show off her spastic face and make their eyes rot. I think soon all the people in indonesia will soon die due to rotting eyes. My teachers, hell with them.
Aiyah, whatever my life is, i'm not hot, you're not. hey, don't be angry. okok, i'm cool, so are YOU!!!

Who am I???

2006-10-15T23:29:00.000-07:00

Who am i????
who am i really?
what the hell is my purpose of my existence?
what am i here for?
what the fuck i am here for sia?
have you ever wondered why you are a retarded human being, working and playing for the sake of living and living happily. and you never realize that you are brought to this damn world to just LIVE or be alive?
why not?
i mean..... c'mon!
have you ever wanted to go somewhere new to find the true meaning of your entire existence?
i don't mean travelling, its still sucks as you are still stuck in the Mr Earth.
i don't mean going to live in MARS or the Moon, it sucks there, suffering with idiotic aliens?!?!
I MEAN TO DIE.......AND CONTINUE THE JOURNEY TO HELL..........
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA......
THE CHOICE IS YOURSSSSSSSS.............

take a look!

2006-10-13T01:28:00.000-07:00

This is only for kids!!!

About my life

2006-10-13T00:36:00.000-07:00

About my life:
hi, nice to meet all of you my name is bastard and i think i am a nerd and a gay too! Yay!
i have "wonderful, pretty, cool, sexy, clever, cute, fun, lovable, kind, disciplined, friendly, humble, honest" sister. Whatever good points you name, i have her ("right"). I have a mummy who is very funny and cute as her toes are very wiggly and her tummy bouncy. my dad is very fierce as he everytime make me cry and pee my pants. If i did not eat finish my kolo mian, he asks why. i said i cannot finish and he asks why again. i say because i very full, and he asks why again. he also likes to use plural form even when it is singular. eg.'GIVE ME SOME FORKS" OR " THIS IS A SIPDERS, NOT AN INSECTS". I have a teacher in school whose english like shit- he like to say,"Who never HANDS up your homework?" like he wants us to get our hands up and be arrested or what. I also have a previous maid who looks not happy with us and we ask her if she okay and she says "I VERY VERY HAPPY!!!! i VERY HAPPY!!! VERY VERY HAPPY HAPPY!!" and gives us a spastic smile that makes my eyes rot. i lastly have a tuition teacher who always smile and not show an angry face. If you make her angry, she will smile sweetly at you and say kindly, " YUNMING, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO LEARN YOU CAN GET OUT OF THIS ROOM OR YOU JUST SHUT UP, OKAY?"
or " YUNMING, YOUR WORK TODAY IS QUITE OKAY, BUT NEEDS IMPROVEMENTS. BY THE OVERALL, YOU SUCK."

My Life! is so damn icucicing sucky

2006-10-13T00:08:00.000-07:00

My Life! is so damn icucicing sucky
wah lau.... y i so unlucky........
aiya, i think i go die also can.....
i just going on a dark road......
on an unhappy, soulless land
i suck i suck i suck i suck
i suck i suck i suck i suck
i.......zzzzzzzz(sleeping in my coffin)

I am myself, but i don't know if i really am myself

2006-10-12T23:56:00.000-07:00

I am myself, but i don't know if i really am myself
Two years ago, my life was totally different. Maybe it was because of the fun times i had then- with my friend, Wai Chuang. Thank you for the happy times we had. But now i feel weird or perhaps not me anymore.......................
It's amazing how a friend can change one's life. Now that friend left faraway, so has my soul has left me.....................

Secret Message

2006-10-07T19:20:00.000-07:00

HELLO, ASSHOLES!!!(DECODE THIS WITH WEBDINGS)
hi, everyone!
Sorry, i don't mean to offend you, it's just for fun.
HA HAH HAAAAAAAAAAAAH